2021.10.16 02:29 Lonjuh68 Which nonhuman annimal has the most vile waste, and how would you describe it?
2021.10.16 02:29 Micjagger509 I(20m) love my girlfriend (21) very much but can’t tell if I’m in love with her or just have love for her now..
So there’s a lot that plays into this. We have been together for almost over 2 years now. We’ve had ups and downs but have grown together through communication constantly. However she has thought about breaking up with more than once because she felt like she wasn’t happy with herself in life and was projecting alot of her stress and negative thoughts about herself on the relationship without allowing me to help her.
I suffer from depression and she is high in anxiety in what to me are seemingly small situations. She gets very uptight about the littlest things and complain when things don’t go her way. Where as I just say that not everything needs to be perfect 24/7 and it’s okay to give yourself a break. Worrying is like a rocking chair, your moving but going anywhere.
Anyway, so the last time she was gonna break up with me was about 6 months ago and I had convinced her that we could work through it and work together so we did. But she said that I needed to change my habits of coming home from work and not being productive such as doing the dishes. Where as I hardly if ever get on her about cleaning at all.
I just agreed and worked on it was understanding because I had slacked on getting my drivers license for a very long time so I finally got my drivers license after she didn’t believe that I could keep my word and set my mind to some thing because I tend to have all these ideas and she says that I don’t fall through with a lot of them and so I feel like I had to go ahead and prove myself which I did long story short I’ve got my drivers license and a family friend hooked me up with a new car from the dealership and put me on a lease and she didn’t like the idea of lease because she didn’t trust it and her mom was trying to tell me not to get a lease and my uncle told me to just listen to myself and do it and I’ve had a lease and I’ve been doing it fine. I pay all of my bills on time and have great credit now and she’s been trying to save up for a while to get her a new car but it seems like she always has an excuse for it of why not; she works a lot more hours than I do regularly because she is a PIC at her job and I get pretty decent hours but I make up for it by making money through door dash. Every time she would say she was thinking of breaking up it kind of just started taking a little bit of the love I had for her a way. And I stayed up and looked at pics of us and just teared up as if I was preparing myself this last time she did it.
Well, we had been living in a studio apartment in my home town; I moved in with her right before I graduated high school in 2020 and we had been looking for a new place (apt) the last few months in a bigger town about an hour or so away. Well we were looking for apartments and we found a couple and our lease was about to end in a couple weeks for the apartment that we were living at while we were finding apartments but they were not exactly some of them we’re not gonna be in the exact timeframe that we needed one and so we could’ve put a lease down or renewed the lease for the apartment that we had until we found a new apartment however, down the road from her mothers house which is about 20 minutes from the town that we were going to move to was a house that their family friend a girl that they knew growing up was renting out and so her mom told my girlfriend about it and then my girlfriend just had a quick conversation with me on the phone and saying that they found a house and I said that’s great and all you know tell me a little bit more about it and she told me the amount a month which was $1200 mind you we were splitting a $500 rent on the apartment that we were living at so going from 500 for each paying 250 a month to paying $600 a month for a whole $1200 amount of rent is a Huge jump and I asked her if that was something that we would be able to do and she said I think so without really even taking into account that I pay my own phone bill which she does not for herself, her parents pay hers, I pay for my insurance I pay for my own car and I still pay the rent. She does not pay other bills other than her half of the rent and her dad sends her random checks for like 50$ here and there. So long story short we end up getting this house about a couple weeks ago and I just came to terms with the fact that I’m gonna have to work a little bit harder and just keep doing that and saving in order to pay this rent with all of my other bills on top of it and I came to terms with that because she told me that she discussed with our landlord that we didn’t have to pay the deposit which is $500 and the first months rent and said that the deposit would cover for the first months rent which was not true and we did not find that out until we had already paid the deposit and found out the same day that we still have to pay the rent. I had just paid my car bill, I had my insurance coming up in my phone bill and she asked me to fork out another $600 which is $600 that I did not have because I was not prepared to be moving into a house that was 23 times the amount that we were paying a month well she went ahead and paid the full amount $1200 for this month of October and basically guilt trip me into saying OK well you got the first month I’ll get the next month because I expressed my anger and disappointment that I moved to this location for her out of love and that we were not prepared and that she made A not very smart decision to just see something shiny and want to take it as the absolute first opportunity instead of waiting and finding something that we can truly afFord without a lot of struggle.
Well she transferred jobs to the same same store or a different store but same company panda express into the new city that we were at and she didn’t have to start until the 10th and we got into an argument a couple days prior to the 10th and I had gotten back at about 4 AM and wanted to sleep in she didn’t have anything to do that day and she was giggly and happy in the morning and then something just snapped and she was like just getting on me saying how I’m not helping out cleaning and she’s tired of it and just thinks it’s ridiculous and I’m still in bed etc. and I get up and I say OK well I’m Going to go to the town that we moved from to get Vape’s for both of us because that’s the only place we can get Vape’s and she came back and asked me what I said sarcastically in an angry agitated tone and I reiterated myself and she said why? and I said because I don’t wanna be around you when you’re going to treat me like this and act this way and she said I should’ve left you there and left without you and so I let my anger get the best of me and I told her I should’ve left you when you decided to move us into this house but I followed you out of love and now I’m stuck in a position where I am not financially secure whatsoever. She completely just tries to ignore the fact and decide to go into the bathroom and slam the door and just say that she’s done and I said why are you done you can’t just be done with this conversation just like that? keep in mind she says that she’s done whenever she doesn’t want to finish a conversation. she doesn’t do well with confrontation so when she has confrontation she just shuts down and says shes done. And her saying that she’s done is something that I hear quite often a dilemma that she would give me was I’m going to break up with you type of done and threatening me with with that at a certain point in a relationship earlier and I told her that I didn’t appreciate that I didn’t like it you can’t just threaten me with breaking up every single time and so it just became me I’m done meaning I’m done with this conversation and so I could not except it this time and I said no if you can’t finish this conversation like a grown adult then I am breaking up with you because I truly am done dealing with this. And so I basically just got all my peace out and she kind of just tried to let it go in one ear and out the other and just said OK and just tried to drop it while I left and I got his Vape‘s from almost an hour and a half away.
So to kind of wrap this up I hope you guys get the gist. I did not get over it that day but she apparently did and so I told her that I was still angry and so she willingly talked it out with me and we both talked our sides and we figured it out and we both were understanding and came to an understanding a mutual agreement however I’ve been working late I haven’t really spent a lot been able to spend a lot of time with her and she’s starting to get antsy about the fact that she doesn’t get to see me or go to sleep with me because I’m out working so late and I keep telling her that it sucks but you cannot have both and she doesn’t get angry but she gets into a mood where it’s just very short answers and I don’t know if it’s just because she’s not getting her way or what it is but I am starting to get very tired of it and a part of me feel like I’m ready to but the same time I cannot see myself without her. I know I love her so much it’s just really difficult to keep going through the same things and I’ll ask my mom and my closest buddies for advice and they just tell me the same things that they don’t think it was a smart decision on her part to just jump us into this and that I was kind of blinded by love and made this move out a love which to me feels kind of like a cop out just to put all the blame on her but at the same time I don’t know what else to say. And so I asked our landlord about moving out early if there was going to be a fee and she told me that there was not going to be a fee and so one of my close buddies wanted to get a house together with one or two other roommates in Southern California and I have decided that I’m going to move there in 6 to 8 months from Washington and I have talk to my girlfriend about it and she said that she probably wouldn’t want to move to LA but she would definitely move to like Arizona somewhere so that she could be close and I kind of took that by surprise and the fact That she would consider doing a longer distance relationship for a year and at the same time I was thinking war I don’t know if I’d want to stay with her and do a long-distance relationship just because long-distance relationships isn’t really something that I believe in.
So in the end I know this is a lot and I know my sentence structure isn’t the best I’m just trying to put this out as quickly as possible with the iPhone microphone and I just really need help and input on how you guys see it from a third-party perspective if I am just too harsh or a narcissist or if there’s something wrong that I’m doing on my part or if I am not crazy and I’m either being controlled or manipulated or this is become toxic or or whatever it is just for you guys to help me recognize what is going on and how I should be feeling or just some thing if that makes sense?
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2021.10.16 02:29 okgid87 Is this damgerous
So i have a friend going away this weekend and he was really tryna do some dxm but i’m tapering on Cymbalta and on 20mg now and off in a week. If i do I would just do 200mg which would be a low-mid 2nd plat. I also took a 10mg adderall xr (script) this morning at like 8am and also take a herbal supplement capsule with ashwagandha, gaba, kava kava, theobromine, and l theanine. i’ve taken a dose of 130mg ages ago on 40mg cymbalta and was perfectly fine and never experienced cymbalta remotely effect me or my mood the entire time i’ve been on it and never withdrew even without a week previously using 60mg. hell i’ve never even withdrew from an ssri i’ve ever been on. also i took the cymbalta this morning so would that make it different? i believe last time i hadn’t taken it the morning before the 130mg. now i’m aware this is slightly risky but imo it seems like a minimum risk so hypothetically if i did it tn are any of the herbs or addy super bad to have in my system along with dxm, ive heard those herbs have some maoi properties but very light ones.
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2021.10.16 02:29 frankythemidgetpool [OC] Zombie Spider-Man's Redemption Story! [23:52]
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2021.10.16 02:29 rxmechanic Name this ??
2021.10.16 02:29 JamalMurraySZN Suns @ Gold
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2021.10.16 02:29 NAROK172 Casio wqv-2 yellow
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2021.10.16 02:29 breadboxhero Flop-inducing blanket
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2021.10.16 02:29 Miamighost Wow unturned just took 47 minutes to load!! WTF??
I downloaded one work item a simple weapon pack and it caused the game to take 47 minutes to load up, what the heck. How is that even possible?
Btw I have a pretty good PC this never happened before until today.
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2021.10.16 02:29 holly_molly12 What do you all do to keep your lipstick on for longer
I use lip liner all over my lips before applying lipstick. Works like magic. Before stumbling into this hack, I tried various things without much success. Primers never worked for me. My lipstick would come off easily. I was to the point that I had given up on gloss and was considering switching to matte.
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2021.10.16 02:29 BURNINGMAN_NFTs Just enjoy the trip!!
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2021.10.16 02:29 SvedishBotski Anyone have an 80s Honda 450 and feel like meeting up?
Okay, kinda weird request. But I got my first bike a little while back. A pretty beat up 86' cb450sc nighthawk. Been doing a ton of work to it. All the safety stuff first, brakes, drivetrain, tires. I'm getting into the engine now and I just have no idea what a well running 450 sounds or feels like! I need a baseline to judge mine from.
I feel like the engine ticks/knocks too much. Or maybe it's in my head Already done cam chain adjust. Gonna do valve adjustment and a few other things soon. Carbs are freshly rebuilt, synced and tuned (to the best of my ability). But I feel like it lacks power.
I would just love to meet up w someone with a similar bike that runs well to kind of get an idea of what I should even expect out of this thing. Maybe it's perfectly fine and I just need something bigger. Maybe it taps like crazy and I shouldn't be riding it until I get it sorted.
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2021.10.16 02:29 VileDrakanguis I want to have nine tails connect to one base and I'm not sure what would be the best way to do that.
I'm making a kitsune character, who, of course, has multiple tails. Nine of them. The easiest solution would be for them to connect to her body in nine different places, but this doesn't suit my goals for the model (and I don't think it would look very good).
What I want is for them to all connect to the exact same place, and clip through each other in the process. As far as I can tell, this is a very odd choice, to the point where I can't find any resources on it. But, in itself, it's pretty simple.
The trouble is that later on I want to rig and animate this model, and more, I want to be able to remove and add back tails within the animation.
What I think would work is to do what people tend to do with props. Only, instead of a sword hovering off to the side that I hide and reveal as needed, it would be eight additional tails. I assume that even if they're rigged up and everything, I can still hide and reveal them as I would a prop.
I'm still new to all this, so I'm pretty open to the answer being, "You're overthinking this and pretty much anything should work fine"
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2021.10.16 02:29 FE_Coin 🌐UNIVE 2.0 Opening sales now.🌐10/15% automatic reward in BNB every hour. ✅Team Doxed. ✅Limited total supply. ✅Unique concept. ✅Low market cap. ✅Big opportunity.
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2021.10.16 02:29 Travlordian01 I have a question about gender with this scenario(probably makes more sense when you read the post)
So I don’t know how to go about talking about this cause I’m me lol…. But is there a term for being between both non binary and cis? If you don’t get what i mean and need a more through explanation, I will do so (Please do redirect me if I’m in the wrong place and if I am thank you for telling me! Also if this needs to be taken down I will do so)
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2021.10.16 02:29 rtisdell88 What's your favorite thing to do alone?
2021.10.16 02:29 bx5994 22 - Ohio - Looking for older guy for chatting/fun!
Hi I'm 22, 6'3, wm, hwp, and active. Looking to talk with someone either local or online and would like to meet at some point. I'm vers and into a lot, feel free to pm :)
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2021.10.16 02:29 SpriggsJim Come hither
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2021.10.16 02:29 SamyyChang Forced stealth sections when the game has no stealth mechanics <<<
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2021.10.16 02:29 ksp45man Swiss one shot
2021.10.16 02:29 Fuzzy_Education4705 Breyer Calls SCOTUS 'Fallible' as Leftists Seek to Pack the Court
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2021.10.16 02:29 No-Skin7356 Just some more Elitesuki to make life better
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2021.10.16 02:29 spookiki “It has my face on it, it was obviously made for me!”-Ravenclaw
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2021.10.16 02:29 tylern81588 5/5 NLH Charity Poker in Georgia
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2021.10.16 02:29 drgoosebeard Audio study material?